innesfree

i wanna write something, as it could be anything. but i am all sleepy. the medicine is killing my consciousness right away. and i start to......

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fm: apa password?

me: innesfree

fm: kenapa innesfree?

me: ingat tak poem kita pernah belajar masa sekolah? ke buku kita tak sama?

fm: haaa ada kot

me: sebab aku suka sangat tempat tu. lake isle of innisfree (though it doesnt exist)


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and i start to... dwell in my own dream.
again again and again

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god.

what if?

seperti dipeluangkan hidup untuk kali kedua.
(i will live well, god)

mungkin sedikit rindukan uum sebab kawan-kawan aku semua dah mula belajar masuk kelas bagai. masing-masing dengan #hello2ndyear.

sabaq na. satgi aku pi la join hangpa.

dan aku masih terfikir,
what if i actually die yesterday?

:')

(tonight i want me to reject...)

start a new move.
yet a new life.

after all, i still alive.
and maybe, there will be no second chance anymore.

walk away from people who dont give any benefit.
leave everything that sucks behind.
let the hatred vanish somewhere in the air.

cause this is the chance;
to redeem every mistake
to write another page
to live my life.