Thursday, October 23, 2014

god, freeze it.


god. i want to freeze the time. these times. please. pleaase. pleaaase. i want to stay with my family. i want to sleep every night in my room. i want to eat whatever my mom cooks. i want to argue even for small matters with my siblings. i want to see my cats every day.

god. i dont wanna leave so soon.

it has been seven days at home but still i think it is yesterday that i say my first hye to my parents.

god.

pahang was good.
kedah maybe better.
but terengganu will be the best yet my all time's favourite.

i dont wanna leave.
i dont wanna.

god.
make time moves slower than it used to be.
so i can have more, more and more times to spend on with the people here.

shit.
i hate the reality that i have to return there in few days.

i hate it.

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

i cant




my heaven.
my paradise.
my all.

i cant.
i cannot restrain myself from falling in love with, 
and what i know since forever,
 to miss you for thousand years.