ya Allah i really want that kebaya for my convocation day. meyyaa said to me, just buy it lah after all it is a reward for you after 5 years of reading law.
i couldnt agree more.
but then, deep down in my heart i know i dont need that kebaya. i know i need to give up on that kebaya because something else matters more. it is okay. i wont die though i dont purchase the kebaya that i have been aiming for so so so long. (next next next next next next time will do haha)
but i guess that is how life works. we dont always get what we think we should get. ya Allah, the sadness is sooooooo real hahaha. i can feel it in my chest auchhh. nahhhh. i dont know why i am ranting about kebaya. i just love it so much.
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but, i love someone even more.
