would it make you feel better, to watch me while i bleed?
how come i cannot totally forget you? i keep telling myself that i have moving on. i know that i already move on. even i insist myself to give another chance to another people.
like a fool, i am tangled with all the stupid memories.
like a fool, i try hard to heal all the crazy heartaches.
like a fool, i am hoping that i have amnesia because i cannot escape.
like a fool, i gather and glue all the pieces of my broken heart.
how could you be fine?
i wish i could wake up with amnesia. and forget about these stupid little things.
you are the winner.
you build me.
you destroy me.
and i scatter, falling down to earth. yes, i keep trying to fly high. somehow the curse doesnt really blow through the wind.
and i keep reminding myself, i am fine.
this is not a dream. i would be fine. i am totally fine.
you beach, i hate you.
i really hate you.
dont haunt me.
isnt it enough to let me die? *cries*